Journal entry #4

Sometimes I write huge monstrous entries that take up pages and pages... I will shorten these since no one probably wants to read about every minute detail of my life, which I tend to write about.

5/14  2.3 C210K
Skipped breakfast but remembered to take meds! I slept in until 11 and ran at 12. Run was pleasant. I drove down to the track this time, I will probably do more driving than walking down there, especially at night. Too sketchy. The run was warm and sunny which was nice. I got a good tan, unfortunately almost all of my running gear was in the clothes basket Trent's mom took! I had to wear two regular bras and one very thin sports bra. That sucked, especially since one bra had an underwire poking out and scratching my boob to death. Then the sweats I had on had holes in the upper thigh area and since I have thunder thighs they rub. I now have a quart sized sore spot on my upper leg. Sexy. It hurts like a bitch. I hate my legs right now!

Adding to my growing list of goals; I want my thighs not to touch. That's going to take forever, if it ever happens. I think it kind of looks weird but it would beat having my legs rub together! Most of my pants are too big everywhere but in the thighs and then they're too small... My thighs are one of my most self conscious parts of my body.

On a brighter note; yesterday was mother's day and normally when I'm around my mom and sister I feel like a fat cow. This time though I didn't feel quite so bad!

Measurements!
Thighs: 26"  Upper arms: 12.5  Calves: 16"  Waist: 36.5  Neck: 15"  That space under your boobs: 35"
I would do my hips but I can never figure out how to properly measure them!
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I'm going to include my measurements from last week as well...
Thighs: 25"  Upper arms: 12.5"  Calves: 15.5"  Waist: 34.5" Neck: 14.5"  That space under the boobs: 34"
According to what I wrote I did lose two inches off my hips, but I have to idea if that's even remotely accurate.

Also here's a pic of my from a couple of years ago. I tried to do the P90 program, but didn't stick with it past two weeks.

As soon as I can I'll get a current pic of me up!


Running tip! If you're feeling depressed try and go run. At least you'll be distracted for a little bit! Also, if your legs run you can either tough it out or wear longer pants. Investing in a decent pair of running bottoms is a good idea!